~Mirumitsu

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Life. Sucks.

Sat Mar 28, 2009, 1:13 PM

Frankly, I don't think my life has ever sucked more then this.

Where are my friends when I need them most? do I suddenly only have a very few, who are very, very busy? Does no one care enough to give me a few moments of their time?
I've tried everything.
You'd be surprised.
VERY surprised.

The person I love is to miserable to care about me...
I could help, but I know the people who need to here me out won't listen.
I can do NOTHING to help.
NOTHING but watch them suffer.
I don't know how to be happy when a loved one is suffering.
I have nothing to look forward to when I wake up.
I end every day more miserable then when I woke up.
I already am on anti-depressants, and I still feel depressed.
Nothing to occupy my time.
No one is there to give me a heartfelt hug.
To tell me they love me.
To help me through my problems.

I'm lonely... and lost, and miserable. Someone... I want someone to help me. I know I can't get out of here by myself... Is anyone willing to love a poor Miru? I don't know why I even bother getting up...

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Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: "clean" version of "You're Gonna G
Reading: nothing
Watching: nothing
Playing: tetris
Eating: not hungry
Drinking: not thirsty

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~AveryHayes Mar 28, 2009, 8:04:08 PM

<3?

=gz12wk Mar 29, 2009, 3:22:14 AM

poor Miru...

look at the bright side of this. you could be married and have 6 kids. all of wich refuse to listen to anything you say.

dont forget to read your BoM. it helps me the most when I have big problems.

you've just had a heavy session of electro shock therapy
and your more relaxed than you have been in weeks.
all your child hood traumas have been magically wiped away...
along with most of your personality!

~Mirumitsu Mar 29, 2009, 6:23:20 AM

^-^ Thanks.

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"A weapon of small scale mass destruction"

~Mirumitsu Mar 29, 2009, 6:33:16 AM

Ah, its a different set of problems.
At least you're not alone with it.

... I don't know what more it can do.

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"A weapon of small scale mass destruction"

~AveryHayes Mar 29, 2009, 11:56:39 AM

: )

=gz12wk Mar 30, 2009, 2:12:06 AM

some time the hardest part is devorceing yourself from the problem so you can look at it from outside of what is going on. it helps you think clearer...

~PKMN-Pokedex Mar 30, 2009, 11:27:31 AM

Miru miru should come over and hangout some time, I seriously have a stack of like 40 anime disks we could watch, plus I don't get to see ya that often ;_; it makes me sad

are you free this weekend?

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~ionblastshield Mar 30, 2009, 12:24:39 PM

wednesday i have an on call 1-6. that means i call in at 12 to see if i work or not. wednesdays are slow so i probably wont have to work. and if i dont, that gives me the free time to hang out. i will bring friends to cheer and we can cheer you up.

all i need is a # to call you when i find out whether or not i work.

though, you have school right? i dont remember when grade school times end.

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